i dont think my pdoc was really planning on upping my Lamictal dosage, and seemed happy with me on the 100mg. I told her about the depressive spells, and she said to be careful not get it confused with the general 'Blues' that everyone experiences. But it has continued and y/day crippled me again. I do feel much better today, but don't believe this is the quality of life that I feel I need to put up with-it seems painful and pointless, and is not outweighed by the 'Ups' of life.