Sorry to hear you are broke. Now if I remember right you just got a job so that should be temporary, but still hard to deal with until you get ssome money. I've been there so you have my deepest sympathies. Now this bit about being a quarter of a century old. You need a kick in the butt. You are young. Yes, you are. I know you have problems, but you will have some kind of problems the rest of your life. Sorry to burst your bubble. At least right now your body works pretty good (oh, I know you're BP). That's a big plus. You will realize that when you're 50. Sorry.
Have a good of day as you can and try to make it to payday. I wish I had some money to send you. Hugs, Owl.