jmo531,
You wrote,[...I feel like (expletive)...when will...end?..].
I could offer you support from my perspective if you would like. There are many aspects to this that make an answer to your question dependant on them.
There is an expanding body of knowlege concerning the effects of psychotropic drugs and their discontinuation. I have overcome addiction to a class of drugs that was prescribed to me and have helped many to be unchained from the shackles of addiction. If you find yourself going throgh a withdrawal syndrome, there is a way to overcome.
Lou