Yeah, to some extent. I also feel lousy for doing it, and lousy if I don't. This is actually the first time I have ever spoken of this to anyone. I thought it was just me.
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"I have always been unsatisfied with life as most people live it. Always I want to live more intensely and richly. Why muck and conceal one's true longings and loves, when by speaking of them one might find someone to understand them, and by acting on them one might discover oneself?"
Everett Ruess
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