Thank you both for your comments and suggestions. It's nice to know that I'm not alone. I also wish that my mother and grandmother could know how it feels to live with an illness like this without any help. I will look into counseling at the college. I'm not sure that they have a center. I have also tried going to lost cost clinics for medicaitons but they say that my husband makes too much for us to qualify. Which he does, but we have to pay a large amount of child support for another child that he has with someone else, which they dont take into account. Someone also suggested St. Johns Wort?? Has anyone ever tried this and if so, does it work??