hi tifur, welcome to pc. you sound llike you're at a crossroads in your life. i believe you are realistic with where you are now and have some vision for your future. are there agencies in the uk to help you consider your career options? sounds like your degree is not something you wish to use in the future to have gainful employment. perhaps a change is in order and maybe some training in a new field. you are young enough to do this if you choose. there are tests to see what you are best suited for. have you pursued this at all? check it out and i wish you the best. you can broaden your horizons. 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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