hi tifur, welcome to pc. you sound llike you're at a crossroads in your life. i believe you are realistic with where you are now and have some vision for your future. are there agencies in the uk to help you consider your career options? sounds like your degree is not something you wish to use in the future to have gainful employment. perhaps a change is in order and maybe some training in a new field. you are young enough to do this if you choose. there are tests to see what you are best suited for. have you pursued this at all? check it out and i wish you the best. you can broaden your horizons.