Hi Zoo,
I know this might sounds hard put can you put off thinking about the future of your therapy and the county stuff for now, until T is back? You have quite enough to deal with already: your T's vacation and the family stuff is enough for you to handle. You can't do anything about sorting the future of your therapy right now, and worrying about it is unproductive. Discuss it with yout T when she is back, but until then put it into the procrastination drawer and throw away the key, okay?
If I was your dog I'd bark until you took me out for that nice walk you promised...
Take care,