i'm studying in psychology now and i have bpd also. i don't think you have bpd. you definately have some symptoms but it doesn't mean that you have it. and just for the record, i trust a psychologist way more then a psychiatrist. psychiatrists meet with you once, find out your symptoms, and give you pills. a psychologist can work with you for years and get to know you, so i'd trust their judgement. psychology and psychiatry are very different.