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Originally Posted by rebnsof
There was this article about how people who have bpd love.. Talking about women, especially. That was my story. I even felt attacked, insulted. I felt like i was some sort of a monster.
I had the stupid idea of showing it to my boyfriend. I am kinda obsessed about telling him everything.. Even if it's really bad. When he read it, he was like ... so surprised, and his face suddenly had a new expression. As if he was really angry. He was seeing me as that monster described and he said that it was written for him.
He's been acting weird now.
I took a look to the BPDFamily Boards in the relationship part. People talking about how they could like survive so well without their bpd "loved one", how they should have left the relationship earlier cause those bpd guys can't love..
I'm in a bad shape. I do love.
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Many bpd's love!
We have difficulty with it, that's all. How dare anyone tell us we can't love?!
I too bear the burden of feeling like a monster and feeling like all I ever do is hurt people.
It is a vicious cycle when I already feel unlovable and unloving and then non bpd's judge me this way.
I am so sorry your bf is acting different.
That must really hurt a lot.
I do understand that bpd is hard on others.
It is hard on both us and on others.
Many "nons" (not all) think that it is all us and not them.
Not true.
That attitude from them only hurts us more.
ty for sharing,
Billi