Thank U Madisgram,

I think that's the worst thing............ time. Its far toooooooooooooo long. I know I can't get a quick fix.... but I want a quick fix in a sense. I know.... Is it possible to be hiding the real me though? I mean is this who I ACTUALLY am rather than who I have been for 24 years of my life??

Ye, Ironically I am different with the guys I support than I am with myself.... I can't take my own advice