I'm just not happy. I'm estranged from my family for too long now, I've reached out but they haven't reached back. I'm not close to bf's family, they annoy me sometimes and are a constant thorn in our relationship. I'm not working, on disability, sick of looking at my mess of an apartment every damn day and night. I feel like a loser and I hate waking up in the morning knowing I have to get through another day. Pristiq can't help me with this, I'm just hopeless.