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Sep 12, 2010, 01:09 PM
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Hi, I’m still here. I’m still checking. I’m going to comment on some of your quote’s. I don’t know how to comment on more than one and in different posts, so I’ll just write them out.
“Instead I am left cold and alone and in so much pain and living it in the dark and not beleived like ALWAYS.”
You are not alone. I’m here. And believed, I understand. If you would like to private messenger me and tell me your story, I will read.
“I have always had piss poor reactions but normally i go into little girl mode, my alters come out... now it seems like I am slammed with memories”
Your alters not coming could be good be a good sign, (now keep in mind I’m not a therapist or mental health professional.) it could mean, as hard as it is, your strong enough to deal with it. I know it doesn’t feel like that though
“Currently going to crawl in to bed for a bit. Just can't take today.”
It’s good you’re taking care of yourself. Remember it take an incredible amount of emotional energy to deal with it
I don’t know if you can tell the story with all the details on any forum here, or I would have done it. If you would like to share stories, I’m willing. Sometimes it’s nice to know you’re not alone or someone speaks the same “language” you do. I only have written, about the assault, as an adult though, not about my childhood…but I will go into that if it would help.
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