Just gonna lay it out there. I know it ain't as bad as what some of you are going thru, but right now it's hell for me. I threw my lower back, hip and shin out at the gym on Friday. I am in so much f'ing pain. I am flat on my back and can barely get back and forth to the bathroom. So I can't work out tomorrow. This is major for me, I obsess about working out and my weight. I'm gonna be huge by the end of the week. To top it all off...how am I gonna make T on Tues? I can't freaking move. I can't go to doc, my primary care sux. I want to do the chiro, but don't think I can get there in this much pain he wouldn't work on me. I need the gym...and I actually think I may need T as well. I am starting to enjoy having someone to talk to. This is stupid, I know .... but I am so pissed off. I need drugs...pain pills, muscle relaxers...anything. I just downed 4 Mike's...still no relief. UGH!
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