Im in a bad place but I dont really know why. I feel like theres no reason I should feel like this but then i feel like i have a right to feel like this. Its so ****ing confusing. I feel pathetic. I havnt cut in at least 1 or 2months and i wanted to start grade 11 with a clean slate for the whole year. I just dont know anymore my mood are spastic and its litterally mentally and physically exhausting.

Im sick and tired of my mother and i still have almost 3 weeks before i move in woth my dad. Its too ****ing long. I cant deal with her ******** for even one mre day. I just dont know what I can do anymore. She comes into my room like she owns the ****ing place and goes through all my ****.

AHHHHHHHHHHH I have no privacy, I have no space for myself. AND I ****ING HATE HER. Its not just a thing i say when Im mad at her ive been saying i hate her for at least 2 years now. Her face, her voice, her personality, I HATE EVERY ABOUT HER> I have no tolerance for her anymore and I wanna puch her in the ****ing face. AHHHHHHHHH

And as u saw in my righting I went from sad and crying to wanting to punch thatb ***** called my mother in the ****ing face. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Im so ****ing irritable right now............