I feel dumb down yet still tense and anxious a and tearful. I dont want to leave the house but have to go work. My mother is on my mind all the time I cannot do anything for her, she has mental problems as well and on the other side of the world. I feel totally use less and pointless. I am shaking all the time. I hate mon/tue as I have to work a double shift am/pm. I just wish most night that I would fall asleep and not awaken the next morning.