Hello Ducttape217...if it's not too much of an imposition on you, I'd like to ask you a few questions before I feel I can offer you some advice.
What brought you here to this website?
Why did you choose to post in Bi-Polar forum? And I'm glad you did.
Would you be willing to share a little more with us about what your thoughts, feelings, relationships and your lifestyle are?
I do hope I'm not being too forward or intimidating for you, please understand...I ask with concern and wanting to be better able to offer you some support...both here and where you are.
I do understand that you're feeling very alone right now where your parents are concerned and feeling like you don't know how to get the help you know you need. I think it's fabulous that you are so willing to reach out for help in whatever way you've been able to find and this is very encouraging to me. I give you great respect and admiration for that.
There ARE some solutions for you, we can help you...I want to help you. I just can't do that without more information from you by the questions I've asked.
Please understand, I am NOT here to diagnose you, tell you what to do...but to offer support, suggestions and any avenues I am aware of for you to get the help you know you need.
Please know that you are not alone, I and others are here to let you know that you're not alone, it's safe to open up and that no one is going to judge you or make you feel bad about what you're experiencing. We too are here to get the support and encouragement that we need to get well, find support and ways to help us get the medical attention we too know that we need.
Okay, I'm starting to ramble here, I'm sorry for that. I have a tendancy to be a bit long winded, lol. Forgive me if I've overwhelmed you. Only share what you feel comfortable with.
I'll be looking to hear from you.
TgrsPurr, xo.