This morning my mom was talking **** about my dad WHILST talking **** about me AND my friends. So i hit her in the face. We got into the car and she tells my autistic brother who doesnt need to know anything because he has a huge mouth about me hitting her and nothing that she did. So i smacked her face again. This was at 7 this morning. The yelling happens every morning not hitting im not usually violent but she pushed me and i broke this moring.

She yelled at me to get her in her own words..." You ****ing *****, I hate you! Get THE **** OUT OF MY CAR!! " And we were still in the parkspace of the house. So I did and went inside.

As a mother I thought she would come in and say sorry then I would then we could drive to school and I'd have a half ****** day.

Nope, she leaves and I missed a WHOLE ****ing day of school that I needed to catch up on.....

I hate her ****ing guts and I wish I could have a clear shot and knock her the **** out.........

In the morning part I felt so self-loathing. Im like ur a stupid ****ing idiot, u should have stayed in the car and dealed with her ******** because you deserve it because you're a horrible person...

I know better but I get that way sometimes and now I am just totally PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!

Anyone have ideas how to deal with her. Avoiding isnt working because she just gets in my face... so what else??????