sundog glad you are starting to feel better. I'm sorry you had a panic attack to associate with running, but I'm glad your run went fine for you. I hate to feel anxious and worried over having a panic attack or anxiety of any sort. Staying busy is a good thing if you can do it.

PT52 Wish I could just scoop you up and make you feel all better. Wishing a great improvement in your mood.

nikki Glad you are feeling like you can survive.

Innerzone thanks for the advice, it's actually a pretty good idea. I'm glad you are doing well despite your anxiety attack the other day. I can sympathize with the frustration from it though.

Amazonmom sorry you are not feeling well. I hope you can get your meds worked out so you can feel better. Have you tslked to your pdoc about the side effects?

thinker glad you are still doing good and able to enjoy some leisurely activities. Hope your not in a hypomanic stay and just enjoying the fullness of life.

Denise glad to hear you still around, thanks for letting us know you are ok.

BlackPup sorry you are buzzing. Sounds like you've gone manic or hypomanic, I don't know which. Take care of yourself and watch yourself.

Moreta take it easy and I hope your mood improves

Lilleth I'm sorry you are going through a tough time right now and feeling helpless to help your mom. I can understand not wanting to work when feeling this way. I pray things will get better for you soon.

poly that is awful to hear. I'm glad you are ok though. I hope things get better for you soon.


I seen my pdoc today and think things went well. I found out I was bipolar I which kinda shocked me. The honest truth I was kinda hoping she would say that I may not be bipolar. I know wishful thinking, I have been having my doubts, but this visit set the reality back in. She added lithium 300mg twice a day to my drug cocktail and I'm kinda nervous about taking it. It is not helpful reading about amazonmom and thinker having troubles with it. I know it don't effect everyone the same, but I'm nervous to start taking it. I will try it though and hope for the best. To say the least I'm feeling anxious again today. I've been gritting my teeth all day to the point my jaw is sore. I just want to chill and relax for a while, but I feel to wound up. So far my klenopin has not kicked in or ain't helping much.