Mdaze ... if I were "done" maybe I could agree, not sure; but I don't feel that I'm "done" yet; I love life, intelligence and humor and nature and growth , music learning and work and rest... and all of it...
I want to be able to love people, iI guess that's why I am in therapy. Last week I lashed out at my own brother over something completely trivial that triggered my anxiety and anger; he meant me no harm and I hurt him. I don't want to do that any more. But I don't think I am done here, not yet. hope that makes sense.