Last Week things were going ok..Then I see my Pdoc..wants me to raise my depokte to 1500mg. the next day I was full of Rage and destruction..Sunday was the same.. Then Today.I went Nuts destroying every Pair of work pants Plus jeans and Shirts..I could'nt Control my self..

The pdoc told me Friday She can't Figure me out..That did'nt help.

I'm so damn tired of the try this Drug attitude..

I was starting to think of drinking again,(I did'nt) But the Thought Is there more than it has been before.

HELP.....