vj: lots of positive vibes your way and fingers crossed that the meds will work out for you. I really appreciate the way you comment to everyone no matter how much sh** you have in your life.

For everyone else: ditto what vj said, wish I had the energy to say more.

Me: managed to scoop up a little bit of myself, less depressed but feeling drained and empty and scared. Hubs is confusing to say the least, especially long distance (he's headed for Ontario, won't be home til who knows when)...one minute everything is going to be fine, the next he says we've been heading in the wrong direction for too long. I have to find a way to not let it bother me..