not sure if i should be putting this in this section, but considering that the main issue im dealing with has been depression, im gonna guess this is the right spot. ill get to my new issue later in this post. ive been noticing it (depression) get worse again, i sit at home and donothing and still manage to feel fatigued, mentally and physically drained. i dont know whats making this depression feel so bad, but the part of my day i notice it most is during spanish. i think its because the teacher doesnt know when she has been talking to much, she has no idea when to shut up. and i hate when people just go on and on and on about nothing, the fact that its in a different language just makes it that much more of a bother.
ive also noticed myself eating signifgantly less, like, almost like anerexia. ive been eating one meal on most days for 3 or 4 weeks now, and theres been a few days i havent eaten more than a small one serving bag of chips or something like that. but what ive noticed, is that when i eat (or dont eat) like this, i feel "better". i mean, sure, my stomach growls, but my depression isnt as bad with my tiny food intake. note - ive lost 8 pounds roughly over the past 4 weeks. 130 to 122. not sure if thats terribly signifigant but i thought id put it in there... and there have been a couple days (likw today) that i eat like normal, 3 good sized meals , and then i get sick.... i dont know how my eating is linked to my depression but ideas/facts/info is by all means welcome of course. i wish i didnt feel so much like im rambling on here, but i feel like its a good thing to do it somewhere rather than nowhere... anyway, thanks.