zoo, I think feeling strong enough to quit T is a really good thing, and when you do leave, it WILL be like riding a bike on your own. And I KNOW you can do it, when the time is right! You ARE strong enough to do it on your own. But zoo -- continuing T right now doesn't mean you're not strong. In fact, continuing T right now MEANS that you are being strong. You're not done with the narrative yet -- you're in the middle of the storm, zoo. There's another side, zoo. You ARE being strong, to be willing to go through the storm. But maybe T should stick around until you reach the shore?