Hi Indie - I wanted you to know this is a recognized fetish, so you're not the only one who has this desire(even though it's not a full blown fetish). There was even a thread posted in this section, that has some links I posted. You're not weird, but some people do have a hard time finding acceptance from potential partners. It only becomes a problem if the desire becomes a 'true fetish' where it interferes with the person having a healthy relationship, which is separate from the diaper idea.

I know you're young and inexperienced(I think) so I hope you don't mind me giving you some motherly advice. I'm not a prude when it comes to porn as long as it's in moderation. Where I think it can be a problem is with young people, who haven't had sex yet. Think of this comparison - sex for someone who's inexperienced is like an onion - a slow discovery between 2 young people - everything is new and fresh. Porn ruins what would otherwise be a beautiful natural discovery

If an experienced young person views websites depicting sex...this is like opening all your Xmas gifts before Xmas morning. In other words seeing sex before you have sex, spoils the beauty of natural discovery. It can also make us impressionable to areas we might not otherwise delve into. This is why some people start out soft core, then end up looking at the more unusual, possibly sinister websites.

All I'm saying is, please be careful what you look at on the internet. Instead wait for the moment when the time is right and discover sex the old fashioned way. In conclusion you're not weird - just don't let it become a prominent focus like in the thread below. I hope you don't mind me giving you motherly advice.

http://forums.psychcentral.com/showt...s+wear+diapers