Ever since I was a kid, I dont let myself cry. I dont cry in front of people or alone. And I wont tears come either. Wipe them as fast as the few come. No sounds, movements, tears, nothing related to the crying. I see not purpose in crying. No cares. So I dont, ever. Anyone else delibrately never cry. Probably not a go thing but I havent since a young kid. I do get sad, just not cry.