idk, suzzie, i find that a good cry sometimes is cleansing. it may be a happy cry or a sad cry. but that is just me. you stated, i don't let myself cry. why do you think you won't allow yourself to cry? that perhaps is the question.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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