Got sent to a mental health care facility when the suicidal thoughts became too much. Now I'm wondering if it was such a good idea to get help in the first place. Nothing is changing. I hated the place so much I couldn't help but put on a happy mask to get me out. It was like my worst nightmare. Prison, school, and too many people all squished into one tiny facility. I felt crunched into a place where my freedoms were limited, my fears were everywhere, and my privacy was constantly violated.But I did it for my mom and dad because I knew they'd miss me, more than miss me, they'd never recover from my loss. but I want to get better so badly. I can't talk to the therapist because I don't want to end up in one forever. Is there anything I can do?