Tree...wow...I thought I was the only one with October dread. It must be the big moon or something. Anyways, I am glad you have a little support...even if it's only one hour a week. And you are trying so hard....cut yourself a little slack. If your tired, lay your head down and rest.

Sux that your friends aren't able to care for you right now. I get that, I'm a freakin "lone wolf" myself. It would be nice to have someone take care of me just for a little while.