Yup, you need to make peace with whatever it is "does it for you".
I've considered myself straight, and then met the most awesome woman (She didn't really have a model's body, but it was her as a person) and we ended up getting together. My first ever experience with a woman, after I'd been with my boyfriend for 2.5 years.
Well, that relationship didn't work out, and I'm back with my boyfriend, but I must say I've been ledt with a lot of unanswered questions.
I do love my boyfriend, but often crave the emotional intensity that we had.
I guess that's why I see a T, to talk about these things.
I've never again felt this way about another woman. I also never thought I'd be with a woman, it just kind of happened (The first time we were a little drunk), but we never regretted it and we ended up in a proper relationship.

Don't let society dictate what you have to do.