ive lost my job... my parents keep stealing money from me after me being so damn nice and payin a lot in the house... i get kicked out... moved out w my bf cuz hes helping me out but were nowhere near ready to live together so that brings more stress.... my car got repoed... my parents change the locks in the house w half my stuff in there... and today.. the day of our anniversary and the week of my bday.. my bf calls it quits cuz hes not sure hes ready for a relationship... i am beyond done... all of this happens in a matter of 3 months...

if i write my life story i will bring everyone even more down...

im 26.. i do so much for everyone w/o wanting anythin in return.. WHEN IM I GONA CATCH A DAMN BREAK!!!!!!

im seriously fed up w dealing... BEYOND FED UP... im numb and got no emotion other than depressed..... i took nightquil 6 hours ago and they still dont kick in.... ugh... i hate life...