Ocean, I have been calling T's from everywhere, not just the list T gave me. Finding a T is a complete nightmare! I've contacted more than 20 T's -- some didn't get back to me -- most didn't have sliding scales -- and most were weird on the phone, making them an automatic "no."

I don't know. Maybe I should take a break from therapy. It's SO expensive. Maybe I should just go to yoga every day and buy a few self-help books. It would be cheaper and maybe it would even work better.