Hi Jexa,
I'm sorry you are having such a hard time. You work at a hospital right (or some other large institution)? Does it have an Employees Assistance Program (EAP)? When I was looking for a T before I ran into the problems you are having. I couldn't find anyone who could work with me. I ended up going to the EAP at my work and they were able to find a T and Pdoc for me. They had a lot of contacts that I would never have known about. What I did was set a meeting up with them and went in and told them what I was looking for in a T/Pdoc. They were able to make the contacts for me and find someone who was what I was looking for and then give me their name. I then contacted the person to make an appointment. If that person had not worked out, they would have been willing to find me another person. This took a lot of the calling and not hearing back, or hearing back but that the person was full etc, off of my hands and reduced my stress. The information I shared with the EAP was all confidential from my employer. You might want to see if your employer provides this service.