(((((((((((Tree)))))))))))))

I'm so sorry you are having such a hard time. I'm glad your T was able to leave you a message with what you needed. That is awesome. Can you talk to him about your worries about T getting so quiet? Maybe this is just what you need right now. With the October stuff popping up, I wouldn't be surprised if the pace sped up. Take care of yourself. You deserve it.