Denise: I know it's not much, but if you have no feeling, it's a little better than thinking the world hates you..lots more hugs and hopefully tomorrow you'll feel a little better..

vj: Enjoy!

poly: SO happy you're feeling better!! You totally deserve extra exclamation points today!!!!!

Inner: Hope that shoe stays right where it is, mine too, and everyone else who's waiting..I think my big test will be when I actually find a job again - then maybe I'll be a bit more accepting. But I guess the real test will be if I can keep a job

thinker: It's hard not to think ahead and worry about the worst. Maybe you can wait til school starts and you get an idea of how much time it will take before you decide whether to get another job? And please don't feel guilty about being on disability! There are a heck of a lot of people who are scamming the system and you're not one of them! I worked with a woman who's family lived on her paycheck and her husband's disability check - he supposedly couldn't work because of his back...funny, tho how he managed to play golf four or five days a week...

Me: really okay, which I consider great after the ups and downs of the last couple of weeks. Hubs is still being sweet, and if the pattern follows the past, it will hold at least til he gets home in a few weeks. Then we'll see, but it's looking good at this point.