((((((((((((Berries))))))))))))))))


I have no answers for you. But you ARE cared about and important to so many of us here, including me. Remember, anyone who would be deterred by your illness, your disability, your age or any of the other things that are a part of you would not be a good fit for you in the first place. You are a truly special person. You deserve all the love and compassion in the world. Madisgram is right ... concentrate on loving YOURSELF first. There are people out there in relationships now who are just as unhappy because they don't know how to love themselves, no matter how much they are loved by others. I'm glad you're starting the OCD therapy, that's a real positive step forward. Good luck!