Saw the heart surgeon on Friday. Not good, need to go have open heart again. My doctor wants to wait as long as we can because my heart still isnt healed from the last surgery. Selling of the house, staying on health insurance, recovery time before i can work again is on my mind, My mom was paying the lawyer for awhile now she said she doesnt have any more money to give me. Why does everything happen at once?? I feel like I am in a nightmare. One good thing is my friends here and in 3 D. My friends here mean alot to me

Love,
Leslie