aw Granite...I am not trying to scare anyone. It's important to be honest with your T. Not all T's are like the weird ones I have had. I just really think if you're having those thoughts you should be able to talk thru them with someone...not get locked up. When things get really bad for me I call the Samaritans, they don't track calls and they won't rat you out. They just talk you thru it.