All - Oceanwave (thank you for the PM!) I am not able to write much tonight due to time but wanted to express my earnest thanks to each of you for the wonderful support. I wanted to share with you that I did go over my list with my T in session and he asked me to ADD HIM down as a step !!!! He WANTS me to let him know if I am hurting :-) I think that is exactly what I NEEDED from him. I needed him to WANT to help me out in his heart.... and I needed to know that was true.

Now I do :-) And he was so loving and honest and told me I could email him even if I just wanted to say I missed him. Then he went to offer me my hug at the end of session and I was like "I still get a hug too?" He smiled and hugged me :-)

I am learning and growing. And you - my true second family- are helping me so much! Thank you!