Hi friends, I really wish I could post something positive so I'll just wish all of you wellness and serenity. Today was the start of college and pro football season. I love football and enjoy watching the games, well that is I used to before I lost my house. Oh how I yearn for the day when I can put my feet up in my own home and watch the games again. I am so depressed over this. I realize this might seem petty to some of you, but to me it's one of life's pleasures that I used to take for granite, and now that I don't have anywhere to go to watch football, it just makes me so very sad. I guess I could go to a bar and watch, but I really can't buy anything, every dime I have has to go toward gas and other necessities and I'm pretty sure they won't just let me sit there and not buy anything, those plasma TV's aren't cheap! I just feel a huge chunk of my motivation has been stalled.