I am so tired. It is like the depression and then job stress and family stress and relationship stress and the time of the year is all getting to me. I feel I have become reactive to everything. I don't know where to find the strength to keep going. I just want to quit and sleep and I really am not sure it would be noticeable unless someone needed something.
I don't even feel I am really communicating with anyone truly. It is like there is a filter that garbles everything.