Thank you ((((Gus, Lynn))))
You know I'm not angry about it now, I was back before I was 34. But then I didn't realise what it was I was angry at.
I do admit I have so many problems with mum that I eventually walked away. But I acccepted a long time ago that she is just who and what she is. She's in her 70's now and if she were ever going to change it would have happened already.
I guess I wanted to put it out there in order to give anyone else who might need to touch on something about why they are angry. I wanted them to know that they can and will eventually get in touch with why. And I found that once I understood why, it left me. Sure I still feel hurt about what is suppoed to be family but I also understand the Universe and that I am a part of that more than I am part of a nuclear family.
And with brothers and sisters like you two, and the others here at pc, I don't think, in fact I know I wouldn't have made it this far,
Thank you both so much,
Rhiannon
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