(((((Rhiannonsmoon)))))
Thanks for posting this. After all you've been through, you are still one of the people who care. That made me seriously think.

I finally understand why, when the world seems so dark and we so small, it is important to carry on. It's because someone has to. If we let the world at its worst and most confusing bury us, any good we can possibly give and receive in the future gets buried too. I finally "get it" - it actually costs more to let hope die than it does to give pain and chaos the middle finger and keep on going.

I've had this pessimistic outlook about things myself for too long. I'm not sure I can even be depressed about the world anymore, because the cost for me, you, others is not worth it. There's some defiant little spark inside that won't let things stay that bad. And I very much want to see it live. What you and others on PC have taught me is, the world can be cruel, but the people in it can be so intensely beautiful.