@onward2wards.. Yes,he has been very rude wid me. treating me gud is out of question.
@rhainnon.. Im better

i was very afraid of facíng him but it isnt too bad as compared to what i was thinking. His presence is sort of'bearable' for me and im not gonna hide my face when he is around. It still hurts on inside but i think it7 not because he doesnt feel the same way for me as i did (may b i still do).