she will be back monday.the last time i saw her was on the 30th.today i'm really feeling like a little kid whos parents are late or something and i'm tired of waiting and feeling like she is never going to come back and i just want to give up on waiting.i'm tired of feeling like crap and thinking i can possably feel better if i can just go sit in her office and not deal anymore.maybe she should just rent out her office to me when she is gone.