Oh well, didn't get what I want, guess it's not the end of the world tho...

Thought I may be pregnant, body's acting like it. Tests say otherwise...

Decided never to procreate again ( b/c of my BP) but thought if I am pregnant, then it's great anyway b/c it wasn't on purpose.

Worst part was acting like I didn't want to be pregnant in-front of friends, sOo0_____ this means Jordan stays an only child and such... yea, yeah I'm only 26, things can change, blah di blah di blah... point is, I won't let it, not in good conscience anyway...

Just thought maybe, maybe I wasn't so terrible after all, maybe unintentionally I could... just maybe.

Ugh, it's okay, who am I kidding?

Don't worry. I'll be fine, what choice do I have at this point anyway.


Thanks tho, you guys are awesome