Focus on what you have to live for. Focus on all the people you love and all the people who love you. Think how much they'd miss you. Have you seen how upset Greeanleaves has been because of the death of Hammie her hamster? Do you really want to do that to the people who love you? The people you love too? Think about that. And PM me, or I'll come into chat or something if you want? Sorry if this sounds mean.