For 17 years I trusted my husband he broke that trust last year with lies and phone calls to an ex lover after a few months I got over it. But a year later did it again, well getting in touch with an ex girlfriend that he hasn't seen in 35 years on line and calling another old female friend and lying about it and covering it up deleting calls and emails from both of these women. He can not understand that I no longer trust him he says they mean nothing to him but in ending communication with them he said it was because I am crazy. He showed me the emails that he sent and he really put me down he could have left it simple but he chose to tear into me. He doesn't think he did anything wrong but if he was hiding it I feel he thought it was wrong. We agreed after the first woman no more old girlfriends on fb and no phone calls. He says he forgot. Am I being too jealous I told him he can keep them as friends as long as he keeps it online but I really don't believe he will.