I am having such a hard morning, and I don't know why.
I woke up early and I was ok... I ate breakfast and I was still ok...
until my husband started to get ready for work. I felt really sleepy because I'm not used to getting up so early, so I decided to go back to .
I was in bed for about 2-3 minutes and then, without warning, and for no apparent reason, I lost it. I started and couldn't stop.

Grrr... I hate being like this. What the hell is wrong with me?!?!

Part of me feels so angry because I feel like I should be able to just suck it up and deal with it.

Part of me feels so vulnerable and alone.

And a BIG part of me is just omg soo confused about these emotions.