Happybunny,

I am sorry that you are feeling that bad, but glad that you know that you have something to live for. How about focusing there. Can you tell us about what you have to live for?

It is very frustrating for the members when people post here about feeling suicidal. It helps that you have a reason to live, so maybe we can turn the conversation that direction. People want to help, but there is so little that we can do using a format like this and not being trained professionals. We have to count on you to get in touch with someone who can help you in real life, or you can talk here about your reason to keep going. That is something that we can help with if you give us a little more to go on.

Take care of yourself, and get local help if you need to, okay?

Love,
Rap